So a few nights ago the wife and I had a night of truly mind blowing sex, its always mind blowing mind you, but this night in particular was exceptionally satisfying. Satisfying in more of an emotional way than physical.
We have always been open to different things sexually. Really the only things that are off limits to us are scat and multiple partners and violence. Keep in mind, violence and sexually stimulating pain are two completely different things, otherwise we are pretty much open for anything.
Allow me to back up just a bit so you can understand my point a bit better….
I have always had an issue with guilt in the bedroom. I will tend to feel guilty after sex if we have done a few things that are considered slightly taboo or unconventional or considered by some to be demeaning. For example, if in a night, I pull my dick out to cum on her face, after the initial thrill has passed, I begin to feel the guilt. Guilt that centers around, “I love and respect her so much, how could I do that to her?” or “she loves me so much, she is just putting up with it to make me happy.”
These feelings come quite often. After anal sex, cumshots, when she swallows me, even when I grab the back of her head while she sucks me off. And yet I keep going thru with them… That’s because it still feels fucking amazing.
Now, back to the other night…
We have been talking a lot more lately about communication during sex. About how we both feel greedy or selfish or guilty if we ask the other for something in the bedroom. I explained to her that if she wants my tongue inside her, PLEASE tell me so, it turns me on to hear her tell me so. I also explained that the dirtier the act, the more it excites me to hear her ask for it. The she said something that blew my mind… She said “I feel the same way”
She explained to me that she feels the same as me. We both want the other to want us so bad that we “use” the other to get off. Our deep love prevents us from disrespecting the other. It just won’t happen, even if we tried.
Ok, great. That helped some. Then we got naked.
As we began, my cock in her mouth and my hand on the back of her head, she was making sure to let me know that she was enjoying having me control her head on my dick. Then I let myself go and just enjoyed. And it was phenomenal.
I rolled her over and shoved my tongue as far in her pussy as I could shove it to taste her. I love the taste of her especially since she has become a regular squirter. I lapped up her juices and danced my tongue on her clit as she danced beneath me. Her hand on the back of my head now pushing my face harder and harder into her pussy, “Suck it, Suck it HARD” came her voice between gasps and I continued to chase every drop of her silky smooth pussy juice across her lips.
Her hips began to thrust. A little at first, the more and more, faster and more vigorously. Her asshole was flirting with the tip of my tongue and I loved it. I stopped for a moment for air and asked her, “Did you intentionally move your asshole to my tongue, because if you did that was fucking HOT”
She told me it was accidental at first but then once it touched her she wanted more. I could tell, even in the dim light that she was blushing as she told me. Still embarrassed. We both still were fighting away the heavy emotions of selfishness and guilt and fear of judgement.
I went back down, shoving my tongue as far as I could reach it inside her asshole. The feel of her juices running down the bridge of my nose to my lips while my tongue was inside her turned me on more and more and drove me to assfuck her with my tongue more and more.
I was definitely feeling no guilt.
She came very close to cumming several times but didn’t cross over. I put my finger in her ass and went back to her clit with my tongue. She began to make subtle hints like, “Your finger just isn’t fleshy all around, it doesn’t feel quite right” I knew she wanted my cock in her ass, or at least I hoped that’s what she meant.
That has always been another source of guilt for me. Telling her I wanted to assfuck her. It has always been hard for me to tell her that because I never wanted her to think that all I wanted was her ass. But I have to say, and I told her the same thing, regardless of if I was an assman or not, she just has one of those butts that when you look at it you just think to yourself, “Damn I want to be inside that ass.” Its not all I want from her, but when I told her that, she admitted to wanting my cock in her ass a lot more than she admitted to me as well. We were both of the same mind.
So my wife wants me in the EXACT same ways that I want her. Seriously? How lucky could I get? So we talked a bit more before continuing on. Taking a break for water and to cool down because she had me so turned on that I was about to cum just by fingering her ass and licking her clit. Apparently, she enjoyed swallowing my cum as much as I enjoyed swallowing her juices. She enjoyed my cum on her face just as much as I enjoyed her glazing mine with hers. Everything that I was feeling guilty for was turning her the fuck on, and vice versa.
She asked me how I wanted to cum and I said I wanted fill her ass with as much cum as I could. She said she hoped that I felt that way. Ok, time for the lube.
We got our anal lube injectors and got her ready and covered my dick in lube. I got on the edge of the bed and she slowly lowered herself onto my dick. Oh dear God it was amazing. Knowing that she wanted me there as much as I wanted to be there made it so much better. She tells me, “Go easy because I don’t want you to cum yet, I want to enjoy you in my ass a long as fucking possible”
Once I was deep inside her and she was nice and comfy on my hard cock, she said, “I want you to fuck my ass. I want you to take control and take it.” Usually she does the moving to help prevent discomfort. As I slowly thrust in and out I felt no guilt. I felt only satisfaction. Then she says, “Let’s change it, its a bit uncomfortable.”
She gets on the bed on her knees and I stand on the floor behind her and slowly guide my cock in her ass. “Fuck me” she says and slowly I thrust in and out. I pull her cheeks apart to watch my dick slide in and out of her ass and purposefully take it all the way out just to watch it slide back in. Just the sight of it was enough to make me want to cum. Just in time she says “We need more lube, hang on”
She gets up and goes to the bathroom and while she’s at the sink slightly bent forward, I lube my dick and penetrate her. Lots of light here. I can see EVERYTHING and I can see her face in the mirror. The is the first time I’ve ever seen her face while I assfuck her. She didn’t look uncomfortable, she didn’t look pained or grossed or complacent. She looked orgasmic. She was savoring me inside her. She was thrusting back against me and fucking me as hard as I was fucking her.
Back to the bed, she’s on her knees again and I’m behind her once more. She says, “We haven’t tried it on my back yet have we” so she rolls over and I get on my knees between her legs and push my cock down and line it up and without even pushing, her asshole seemed to grab the head of my dick and pull me in. There was nothing like looking down to see her beautiful pussy there twitching and dripping as my cock slid in her ass just below it. She was about to cum I thought. She asked me when when I was going to cum and I told her if she cums, I’ll cum. Too late tho. Her moans and gasps and the look on her face was all it took. I felt the surge of my cum building…. and I blew.
I came and came and came so hard that I know that I had to have filled her. Then I felt more. It was as if two orgasms one after the other and they both found their way deep inside her ass. I watched her face as I came and her expressions told me “Keep cumming, This is what I want”
After I took my cock out and we cleaned up, I had to taste her. I was fucking turned on now there was no way I was through with her. I told her “On your back woman, I want to tongue fuck you” I licked and lapped and fucked her pussy with my tongue and fingered her g-spot until she quaked and trembled under me with force of a hundred earthquakes as she came. It made me so fucking hot all I could think of was how badly I just wanted my cum on her.
While she lay there still quivering from the aftershocks, I stood above her and jacked off and rained my cum all over her.
After we were done, we both talked about how much we both enjoyed EVERYTHING about what we had done. There were no feelings of guilt, of selfishness, of feeling judged, or anything negative at all. All there was,was the feeling of satisfaction and contentment and love.
There is no way that I could have ever felt so completely satisfied with anyone else. Trust, love, and passion and desire all culminated into one huge explosion of HOLY FUCK! I want more. It can’t be wrong to want your spouse in every possible way.
I’m going go tell her right now how bad I want to shove my cock in her ass.